ok so its been 6 days since my doctor so kindly dropped a little bombshell into my life. ugh. I can do this, I know I can, I am trying to co-ordinate a trip to Mayo for lord knows what, but the fact remains I am dealing with some pretty big stuff right now. the Read More…
Category: Cancer…
its my Cancer and I will laugh if I want to
So a couple weeks ago I was told my cancer may have returned, well it has, its more to the front of my hip now, all we know is that something with cancerous cells is growing, and has been growing for awhile. I get to back in in April for scans and a discussion of Read More…
6 months, the journey, and so forth
in the 1970’s franklin bass version of the hobbit there is a song entitled the “greatest Adventure” I have it in several versions on my iPod and it is one of the songs I like too listen to when I get my rope all tied up in knots. the line that the greatest adventure is Read More…
Chris is rambling – not the original title
So I am officially 5 weeks post surgery, or close enough. I am doing pretty good, scar will be EPIC! the sutures have been coming up periodically, which is kinda cool. alot of random stuff I am off the crutches, and walking slowly and carefully. I am reminded frequently that I recently had a massive Read More…
Converg-ow-ance
Here I am Sunday, the last day of Con (ok its 9 pm and I have been home for hours) the last 4 days have been interesting to say the least, met some old friends, met some new friends, got the evil eye from several people, and in general got hugged more than i have Read More…
The great big update, as in life with good there is evil
greetings true believers, back when this blog was about my cosplay and fabrication hobbies this is how I would open every post because this is how Stan Lee used to open every interview for comic book interviews. I say this because I have felt a bit off balance today, and not in any bad way, Read More…
updates, things that grind my gears, and more
my healing is going much slower than I had hoped, i am still perpetual pain, i can go a little bit without the crutches, but not very far. this past weekend I over did it greatly, hell this past week I over did it greatly, all of it was worthwhile, but man alive did it Read More…
things and rain
as i start writing this it is 9:06 in the morning on Thursday. a week ago today my doctor and his team went in and basically mind out a cancerous tumor from my pelvis, shifting all my tissues to get at things. today, I am sitting in bed, listening to a thunderstorm, most people know Read More…
goals and the realization about my cancer
Today marks the two month mark from when my doctor called me up and said “hey there is something on your CT scan we need to lok at, Im scheduling you for and MRI next Monday. Then i was sort of shoved into a world i knew nothing about, I say shoved because that is Read More…
feel like im missing something
im lying in bed, in a moderate amount of pain, maybe a 4 on the 1-10 scale. I can’t walk effectively nor can I do a whole lot beyond.. sit in bed. its been 4 days since my surgery, still haven’t pooped much, but man do i fart alot. im suspecting this is going to Read More…