things and rain

as i start writing this it is 9:06 in the morning on Thursday.  a week ago today my doctor and his team went in and basically mind out a cancerous tumor from my pelvis, shifting all my tissues to get at things. today, I am sitting in bed, listening to a thunderstorm, most people know Read More…

goals and the realization about my cancer

Today marks the two month mark from when my doctor called me up and said “hey there is something on your CT scan we need to lok at, Im scheduling you for and MRI next Monday. Then i was sort of shoved into a world i knew nothing about, I say shoved because that is Read More…

feel like im missing something

im lying in bed, in a moderate amount of pain, maybe a 4 on the 1-10 scale.  I can’t walk effectively nor can I do a whole lot beyond.. sit in bed. its been 4 days since my surgery, still haven’t pooped much, but man do i fart alot. im suspecting this is going to Read More…

Sunday, over doing it, and yeah.

So I am going to be doing the 1 day to mason event next Saturday, I am pretty excited, I can’t explain it, but it seems like the next logical step for me. Today, after spending most of the day yesterday in bed, I decided to go to Barnes and Noble to find a book Read More…

first night home post surgery

first night home, wasn’t so bad. i had a friend come over in the evening to make sure i was situated, at about 10 he left, and i went to sleep. pain control was pretty good, still a little rough getting out of bed.  ok so its really rough getting out of bed. today, will Read More…

Friday, Surgery day +1

yesterday was my surgery, took 2 hours, and then a couple in recovery.  My usual slow wake up, and a little nausea.  This I believe might just be how i wake up from anesthesia, in a bit of pain today, and some numbness in my thigh and groin, this is to be expected as they Read More…

Wednesday, the day before

well here it is, the night before the big day, a few final things to do before I go to sleep tonight, and then tomorrow its off to the U for my surgery.  I am a little nervous, only because there are a lot of unknowns, and some risks, there is a lot of stuff Read More…

the Final COUNTDOWN

t-minus 48hours my last day of work for awhile, I have met with IT regarding the Integration System, I will be meeting with some folks at 9 to take care of something that has been long over due.  My office and the store room have been cleaned, and by and large we are ready to Read More…