So it’s Thursday, my 12 hour day…It’s odd, I am feeling both optimistic but also like shit, I know this is due to cold weather, lack of sunlight, life stressors, and just a general desire to tell people how I feel about them and how they treat other people. My therapist says that I need Read More…

it’s about 3 weeks into 2022 and I am on the struggle bus. School started up a few weeks ago and I am having difficulty engaging in class and not finding the desire to do my homework. I am also feeling stagnant in my life, just a lot of blah. I guess. I am pretty Read More…

Well I am sitting here trying to work on a paper for my current class and having a lot of trouble focusing on it, and I think I know one reason why. I stay in contact with my friends from my more entertaining days and they were sharing some things with me yesterday, in that Read More…

I have drank many drinks with kings and queens, I have had politicians praise my name, I have seen the sun begin to dim, I have seen the rubble that remains when everything falls, and I learned some lessons. I have learned who is there for me when the glitter fades and the walls wont Read More…

This week has seriously sucked the energy out of me, I blame the cold. I am feeling very low energy and having trouble engaging in my to-do list, I have a box of stuff sitting in my living room I need to sort, I have another box full of festival weapons that I need to Read More…

Well here it is, 2022, normally I would be trying to get used to a new schedule at work but this year I am staying on my same schedule, which has been a bit confusing for me this week as I have new partners in dispatch. The weather got very cold here this week and Read More…