Two weeks ago I met with my surgeon about my pelvis and learned that I will basically be going through the whole process again this fall. I was honestly devastated, but didn’t know it at the time, add to that Mrs. Zm has something goofy going on with her lymph nodes in her neck, plus a big house cleaning project, and its pretty easy to see how I could have been distracted from dealing with the whole pelvic surgery issue, unfortunately to compound this issue I am having difficulties at work, its a lot of little things but they have been noticed, nothing overly serious but worth a chat with the boss. So here I am, sitting at work, feeling beyond drained right now, because all of those thoughts and everything have surfaced, I am doing relatively ok with all of this, but I am having some depression and concern.