I am coming to the conclussion this whole thing is wearing on me.  I am sittign at work realizing, I just don’t want to be here, its not that I don’t like my job, I think its great but I am so internally pre-occupied with this whole thing that I jsut don’t have a whole lot of room for much of anythign else.

I kind of wish i had an admin assistant for an hour, who could go through my logs and put them in the system, i think the the fact the only person who wants to see the log is me as it is jsut a way for me to track issues, makes it less important.

oh well, the wait continues.