ok so its been 6 days since my doctor so kindly dropped a little bombshell into my life.
ugh.

I can do this, I know I can, I am trying to co-ordinate a trip to Mayo for lord knows what, but the fact remains I am dealing with some pretty big stuff right now.

the support group I am part of does give me some hope, many of them have had this procedure and are living relatively normal lives, some are back 100% others walk with a cane, a few others are moving around missing a leg and on crutches.

I am wholly of the mindset that this is nothing more than a speed bump in my life, I will be returning to the ambulance, failure really isn’t an option.
if that wont work I may look at going into Dispatch or education.

I have options, not everyone has those.