It’s black Friday, the day after thanksgiving the day many retailers use to boost their sales for the end of the year.

I didn’t blog yesterday because honestly I just didn’t feel like it, I was feeling utterly drained toward the end of the day yesterday, and pretty much went straight to bed, I also knew I was getting cranky because my lower back and hip were not feeling the best and I was looking forward to crawling into bed and ending my day.

I am feeling overwhelmed right now but there hasn’t been a change in my dynamic or how I do things, I seem to start feeling like this every year around the holidays, still haven’t figured out why. Maybe I want better Christmas songs than the taco johns theme, or all I want for Christmas is you, It might also be memories of cardiac arrests worked during the holidays while children play with new toys in the living room.

I have identified a problem that I am not sure how to address, since I started seeing a psychologist my drive for my business seems to be a little off, I might just be overwhelmed by the stuff I’m dredging up, that being said I am hoping to start marketing better soon.

Right now I am tired, cold, and feeling off. I might also just have a very light cold or something

I have my first shipment from PHL arriving next Tuesday along with my Japanese maple sapling, which I am rather excited about. I am hoping to get my self up out of bed early enough tomorrow to got for either a walk or to sit on our exercise bike (this is the most likely) for a bit, I need to get back into the habit of physical activity again, trying to figure out better meals for work, although the roast beef sandwiches have been pretty awesome, I just need to experiment

In hindsight I wish I had taken an opportunity last weekend to sit in a very hot tub and soak for a bit, but I didn’t, perhaps I can take a super hot shower tonight.