Well I am sitting here trying to work on a paper for my current class and having a lot of trouble focusing on it, and I think I know one reason why. I stay in contact with my friends from my more entertaining days and they were sharing some things with me yesterday, in that there is a resurgence of the White Power movement going on across the globe, but most especially here in the upper part of the nation, there are two large cells in Ohio and Minnesota currently, a large portion of them are being fired up following the capital assault last year and the negative media statements on what happened, they feel that this country is headed in the very wrong path, factor in that there are still many very good people who supported our previous President who didn’t think he was as terrible as the talking heads on tv said, unfortunately, this is driving these formerly good people into the arms of hate groups based on the fact they are made to feel accepted and not reviled by their peers. I have felt like that a great deal in the last year or so myself, not that I would go over to that dark side, but there is a reason I shut down when politics are brought up. With COVID on the resurgence and the possibility of the nation shutting down again the people whose job it is to be watchful of the fringe groups who might do something stupid are preparing for a variety of things.

I find myself in a difficult position, I want a trophy, I want to find and compromise to a permanent degree one of their flags, I am fairly certain Mrs. ZM wouldn’t begrudge me such a trophy so long as I place it someplace discreet and can look upon it with amusement, much like the faded tooth scars on my right hand from the mouth of a monster. eventually, it would get destroyed.. but not before I get my pseudo Red Dawn picture with my fist raised high in the air with that symbol of hate grasped tightly.. possibly naked, likely not.. times like this make me wish I hadn’t gotten rid of my stolen white hood before I got married because I really didn’t want to explain that to my girlfriend now wife.. I know today she would have shaken her head but would have secretly swooned with how manly I am.

Sigh.. I really need a hobby.. or a trip to someplace exotic and full of mystery, like Disney World.. more specifically Disney Studios… more more specifically Batoo and Galaxies Edge.

Oh well.